more than you can ever possibly imagine. He loves you unconditionally, there is nothing you can do to take away his love. He loves you with a love that is pure, righteous, and holy. His love is the only thing that can fill the hole inside of you. You try to fill this hole with books, drugs, friends, school, reasoning, alcohol, cutting, even art. But His love is more powerful and beautiful than anything you can even hope to imagine. God's love is so great that it pains him to be separated from you. We are separated from God by sin. (Romans 3:23 'For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God') That's why he sent his Son, Jesus, to pay your debt and to bridge the gap. Jesus, being perfect and holy and God's Son, died the most painful death on the cross to pay for your sin, so that if you accept Jesus and believe in him, you will live eternally with God. (John 3:16 'For God so loved the world, he gave his only Son, and whoever believes in him will never die but have eternal life' Romans 6:23 'For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.' Romans 5:8 'But God demonstrates his own love for us in this:
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.' 'Call on the name of Jesus and you will be saved')

Athiest? Agnostic? I was too. How much you want to bet I can't answer your tough questions? Hit me up!